#I am passionate about the cause but my God there are so many books! And so many I had to leave out!!

[thesensteawitch]

🩷🌹🩷🌹🩷🌹🩷🌹Yours And Your Future Spouse's Energy Check!🌹🩷🌹🩷🌹🩷🌹🩷

Pick A Pile Reading

(Left to Right- Pile 1, Pile 2, Pile 3)

Hey, Senstea Souls!

I am back with another collective tarot reading for you all. Choose a pile intuitively and if you are not sure you can read your energy check. If it doesn't resonate then feel free to choose another pile.😊

At the end of each pile, I have also mentioned a spread that can help you FIND YOUR TRUE LOVE.🫶🏼

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Pile 1

Your energy check:

Cards: Strength, 8 of Cups, 9 of Swords, 6 of Pentacles

Spirit animal: Lizard

You are a very strong individual pile 1. You have learned a lot through heartbreaks and every kind of relationship in your life. People around you teach you a lot. You know that with pain comes wisdom. You stick to people or situations longer than you should. You are very passionate. Some of you even want to be the center of attention. I sense Leo's energy. But unfortunately, those around you somehow disappoint you. You try your best to walk away from toxic relations but you haven't completely let go of them. You carry the baggage and think of them when the moon takes over the sky. Your mind wanders to every place that has caused you pain. Pile 1, this way you'll sabotage the happy moments of your life. Give your thoughts a redirection. You're very giving. But your lesson in this lifetime is to live within limits because the receiver knows no limit. You have to keep your balance in life. Deep down you know that crowd overwhelms you. You have a strong perception of people's energy. You can sense their true intentions but you don't know how to move past that. You don't know how to handle all that sensory information. You don't need to worry about pile 1. The answer is simple. Take a step back. Do not get yourself involved in everything. Take time for yourself. You'll be fine. God bless you!

Your future spouse's energy:

Cards: 7 of Cups, Page of Swords, Ace of Wands, King of Wands

Spirit animal: Zebra

Well, pile 1 your future spouse will be somebody who will have too many interests. They may appear naive but deep down they won't be. They will have an abundance of knowledge. They will love traveling. Everything about this world will fascinate them. Magic is something they will truly believe in. They will have a balanced masculine and feminine energy. New ideas keep popping into their head. They will be emotional, witty, and passionate about what they love but they might lack stability. They may struggle to settle. They may have strong Sagittarius placement. Nothing will satisfy them so easily. They would want something extraordinary in life. They can be of a different nationality. They will be artistic. They would like to have an intellectually stimulating conversation with you. If you are with them you'll never feel bored. They will have so much to talk about. You'll travel with them a lot. Their magic and spontaneity will be contagious. Also, they would be someone who loves to teach and guide others. They will have a philosophical viewpoint on life. They may also be stubborn. It will be difficult for you to change their mind. You will be the one following their lead. Their presence will pull you out of the emotional rut you have been in. They will always be a reason for the smile on your face. They will bring the sun with them. They will challenge you in life which might make you a bit uncomfortable at first but there will be a greater purpose behind you both coming together.

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Pile 2

Your energy check:

Cards: The Hermit, Emperor, The Hierophant, Queen of Pentacles

Spirit Animal: Firefly

You're an old soul, pile 2. You work so hard for the betterment of the world. You are a fair person and that's inspiring. You may seem intimidating to a lot of people. But at the same time, they come to you for advice because they know that no one else can guide them better than you. You are the light people search for in their darkest of times. You empathize with others because you have seen the polarities of life. Deep down you have the skill, talent, and whatever it takes to create a stable and abundant life for yourself. You may face a lot of hardships during your lifetime but the result is always going to be massive because of your just and honest nature. You may have strong Saturn or Pluto placements. You may be a Libra or an Aquarius. You may feel burnout pretty often. It's very important for you, pile 2, to give yourself time to relax. Allow yourself to take a break. Don't feel guilty about doing nothing. Sometimes that's all we are supposed to do in fact just be and stay in the moment. Your hard work will give you such profound wisdom that one day you'll be sharing it with the world. You'll be looking up to in life. God bless you!

Your future spouse's energy:

Cards: Two of Wands, 3 of Swords, Queen of Cups, Magician

Spirit Animal: Lion

Your future spouse will be somebody who gets trapped in their ego. They will have great plans and huge wishes but they will remain in their mind for longer than they should. When it comes to action they might run away. They will be afraid to be vulnerable. They will not want the world to see their soft side or true side. Deep down they will be like a magician. They can manifest anything they want. They will have the resources to create a wonderful life for themselves but they won't have enough faith in themselves. It will be difficult for them to move on from their past hurt. They may hide themselves from the world but you will be the key to finally helping them release those emotions out of their system. They can be a writer and their creativity will be affected due to the baggage they have been carrying. You will be their key to unlock the door and set them free. They will need to see the world beyond the four walls. They will know that they are in their head but they won't do anything about coming out of it unless someone shows them the way. I hear, “I can't escape this now unless you show me how.” Your future spouse more likely will have their own business. They may seem withdrawn and too serious at first but gradually as you will give them reasons to trust them they may be interested in being your friend. Because you will be their strength which they have lost. I hear the song ‘Strong’ by One Direction. Maybe listen to it. There can be a message for you.

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Pile 3

Your energy check:

Cards: Knight of Wands, 7 of Swords, 3 of Wands, The Sun

Spirit Animal: Camel, Tarantula

You are always on the lookout for something more. You may have noticed this in your past relationships as well. You always feel that there's something better out there. But it's not true. At times you fool yourself into believing that what good is in front of you is never going to be good enough for you. You are not afraid to take risks in relationships. You are a bit naive when it comes to love. You are carefree like a child. You think that it's okay if you make mistakes. You may have been forgiven many times in the past. Are you the younger child in your family? Perhaps some of you are! The idea of love is very much intellectual for you rather than emotional. You think of love but you don't know how to feel it within you. Especially for someone else. You know what receiving love feels like but you don't know what loving someone feels like. And I think that is what your soul craves. To love someone else truly and deeply. Some of you may also think that you're going to find your lover while traveling. Perhaps, that's what you need. You need to travel. Maybe just like the Before trilogy, you may find your person on a train and may have some cool talk with them. And if nothing of that sort happens then also you'll learn a lot in solitude. I sense strong fire energy (Leo, Sagittarius, Aries). God bless you, pile 3.

Your future spouse's energy:

Cards: Page of Swords, 9 of Wands, 7 of Cups, Temperance

Spirit Animal: Starfish

Your future spouse is going to be everything that you are not. They will be filling the gaps. They will be attuned to their emotions. They will be a package of everything. The emotions that you run from they will make you confront them. They will be involved in a lot of pursuits. You'll be surprised how a single person can do so many things. They may have a high temper but deep down they will be trying to control it and balance their emotions in front of you. They will not like to burst out in front of you so don't test their patience. They may appear an amateur but believe me they won't be. Self-doubt is something they may struggle with and you'll have to be patient with them. They may be somebody who gossips a lot. You'll be mesmerized by looking at them. They'll have beautiful facial features. As per the current energies I see that you two may not seem comparatible at first but you both are going to mirror each other. This can be a karmic relationship. The person will appear to be the complete opposite of yours. There will be a lot of passion and emotions involved from your Spouse's side. This quality can overwhelm you. It may also be difficult for you to handle their emotions. They may daydream a lot. Their life may lack focus. Deep down they think they know how to remain focused but in reality, they will be sabotaging their emotions until they all come out like an emotional breakdown. So many interests can easily distract them in life. You'll need to help them concentrate on one thing at a time.

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[creepychippy]

Even the Ultimate Fanfic Creator can feel Doubt

(Note: This is a Tickle Fanfic which also includes a bit of Angst and Hurt/Comfort.)

Summary: Hifumi is doubting his own Title as an Ultimate. Celestia comes up with an unconventional Method in order to cheer him up and bring his Motivation back.

Delicately, Fingers flicked over the next Page of a Fantasy Novel bound in a black Cover. The Ultimate Gambler and the Ultimate Fanfic Creator were currently spending some Time together in the Dorm Room of the latter, each one following after their own Hobbies. As such, the Gambler decided on reading a Novel which told a romantic Story about a Princess getting lost inside a magical Forest only to be saved by a handsome Vampire who invites her back into his Castle while the Fanfic Creator was sketching away on his Graphics Tablet.

However, there was one small Problem - that being Hifumi's constant sighing. The first few Times, Celestia didn't pay any Mind to it, being too engrossed with the Story she is reading. After the fourth and fifth Time, though, her Concentration was pretty much in Shambles as red Eyes repeatedly scanned over the same Lines on the same Page over and over again as a last Ditch Effort to absorb any Type of Information. She contemplated on scolding Hifumi for his Carelessness, though the few Seconds of Silence made her choose otherwise, the Novel in her Hands being considered being much more worthy of her Time-

"Uugh..."

Another exhale from the other Ultimate nearby tore Celestia out of her Focus for the sixth Time in a Row. Annoyance bubbled within the dark-clothed Gambler, red Eyes torn away from the Book in order to glare towards the very Source of the Distraction.

"Hifumi, do pray tell as to why so much senseless Air is escaping past your Lips like a Balloon deflating.", she snapped towards him, though her Voice staying composed and elegant as ever.

"Ah, Ms. Ludenberg! It's a Tragedy, dare I say!", the nerdy Teen rose from his Chair dramatically and headed over towards the large Bed the Gambler was resting on, then let himself drop onto it which caused Celestia to slightly bounce up and down for a Moment, "It seems the Gods have abandoned me! Nay! Snatched my Passion from my very Hands!"

Celestia let her Gaze wander over towards the PC Monitor on Hifumi's Desk and noticed something peculiar. Many Sketches were either hastily skribbled out or had tons of Notes written beside them. On closer Inspection, said Notes included lots of Criticism and negative Descriptions in them. Weird, usually Hifumi tends to be very confident in his Work and not so harsh on himself, she thought to herself. Her Attention snapped back to the Teenage Boy as he continued with his rambling.

"My Inspiration gone! My Fancy not being tickled anymore! My Life Essence drained!", a frustrated Groan left him while he covered his Face with his Hands, "Am I even... still good enough anymore?"

Celestia's Annoyance melted away in an instant as she heard Hifumi's Tone change towards his last Sentence. It didn't sound eccentric and dorky anymore like usual, rather... unsure. Hopeless even.

"... Pardon?", one Hand closed the Novel with a quiet thud as she laid it aside.

"Ah, sorry, sorry!", Hifumi removed his Hands and showed a wobbly Smile, "Nothin' to worry about, Ms. Ludenber-"

"Hifumi."

Her Voice was stern and commanding, yet there was no Hint of Anger in it. As the Queen of Liars, she could pretty much tell that the Ultimate Fanfic Creator was displaying a fake Smile on his Face... not that it really took someone being the Queen of Liars in order to tell that he was putting on a Facade, so obviously forced was his Smile.

"There is definitely something going on here, so how about you spare any pointless Attempts at changing the Topic and just spit it out already?"

Hifumi fidgeted with his Hands, though as soon as his Head turned towards the Ultimate Gambler and his Eyes met hers, his Smile just... broke. Now, an Expression of Sadness presented itself, one that the female Teen has never seen before much to her surprise. His Mouth in the usual Shape of a three hung low and she could swear that she was seeing Tears stinging in the Corners of his Eyes. Celestia didn't want to admit it, but even she felt a Pang of Sympathy in her Heart upon catching that Sight.

"I-it's just... I'm not... What if I don't live up to my Title as an Ultimate anymore?", an audible Hic left his Throat for a Moment before he continued further, "M-my Artworks... Do they even carry the same Worth as my previous ones or have they fallen below Quality?"

Hifumi averted Celestia's Gaze, instead staring down onto the Floor which was littered with empty Bags of Chips and Ramen Noodles Cups. Nonetheless, the latter still intently listened.

"What if People don't find my Creations inspirational? Have they been hating it all along? What if... What if I suddenly don't know what to create anymore and run out of Motivation completely forever? Wouldn't that mean the End of my Career?... What if... ᴵ ʷᵃˢⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵒʳᵗʰʸ ᵃˡˡ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᶜᵃʳʳʸ ᵃⁿʸ ᵂᵒʳᵗʰ ᵃˢ ᵃ ᴴᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᴮᵉᶦⁿᵍˀ…", towards the end, Hifumi's Voice went quiet after revealing the Thought Spiral clawing inside his Head for quite a while now.

The Ultimate Gambler... was speechless and caught off-guard, to say the least. Out of all People, she expected the Teen Boy the least to carry such deep Worries within him considering his boastful and confident Nature. As Silence took over the Room, Tears threatened to spill from Hifumi's Eyes. Seeing that, she decided to do something she thought she would never do in her Life for once - actually console Hifumi.

"Hifumi.", Celestia cautiously took one of his Hands into her own, "Why do you doubt your own Title as an Ultimate in such manner?"

The Ultimate Fanfic Creator stared at her with Bewilderment as he was not used to receiving Compassion from her.

"If you were chosen as an Ultimate, then there was definitely no mistake in that. You should carry your Title with Pride instead of questioning it. Even if you tend to often create... rather questionable Stuff, there is no denying your Level in Skill... and Talent..."

Slowly, the Ultimate Gambler stopped in her Words as a Tear was rolling down Hifumi's Cheek.

"Ah! Sorry! Sorry!", he hastily wiped it away with his Sleeve, "I-it's just-... I didn't know I really needed to hear that... Thank you, Ms. Ludenberg."

Indeed, the Teen Boy appeared to be in higher Spirits compared to before, however there was still a Hint of Doubt audible in his Voice. Celestia was not really satisfied with that Result yet. Suddenly, an Idea sprung into her Head as she recalled one Word the Ultimate Fanfic Creator just uttered mere Minutes ago.

"You mentioned that you lost your Motivation-", she put on a sweet Smile on her Face which hid her mischievous Intention, "- so how about I help you by tickling your Fancy, hmm?"

"W-what do you mea-eEK!", before Hifumi could finish his Sentence, however, a ticklish Jolt ran through his Body as a Hand grabbed his Side and squeezed it.

"M-Ms. Ludenbeheherg, whahat are youhu-"

Black Nails dug into his Pudge, a sudden Snort emitting from him while his left Hand flailed lightly around, though it made sure to avoid accidentally hitting the Ultimate Gambler.

"Are you deaf? I said that I am helping you, so you are better grateful for me providing such a gracious Offer."

In a way, Celestia determined that this was a suitable Punishment for the Ultimate Fanfic Writer for his great Offence of repeatedly disrupting her during her precious reading Time. Even so, the Queen of Liars had to admit that messing with him in such a way was quite a lot of Fun, though she would vehemently deny that very Fact if asked, of course.

"Ohoffeher? I-ahah-Ihi wahasn't infohormed about ahany Offehe-HEHEHAHA, NOT THEHERE! NAHAHAT THEREHEHE!!"

Hifumi's Laughter pretty much jumped up three Octaves higher as Celestia's Fingers swiftly spidered along from his Side towards his chubby Belly, Nails scritching away at an especially sensitive Spot through his white Shirt there. His left Hand slammed across his Mouth out of Reflex, Warmth radiating from his Cheeks while a pastel pink Hue gradually spread across them.

"Ah ah ah~. If you want that Passion of yours to return to you, then you are not allowed to muffle your Laughter. You need to let it all out~."

Removing her Fingers for a Moment, Celestia guided Hifumi's Arm away from his flustered Face only to promptly poke and prod around his Stomach once more, resulting in him letting out a girly Screech followed by tons of high-pitched cackling.

"T-thaHAHat's naHAHAahat fahaHAHAIhihIHIhir!! I caHAHAhan feheheel m-my MaHAHANAha depleheHEHEhetiHIHIhing!!"

"Not everything can be fair. Such is Life as it tends to play cruel Jokes on us."

The Ultimate Fanfic Creator just about felt his Soul leaving his Body when Fingernails traced various Shapes into his Belly and he erupted into loud guffawing, even letting out a few funny Snorts here and there.

"LUHUHUDENBEHERG!! I-AHAHAHA- IHIT TICKLEHEHES TOHOHOHOO MUHUHUCH!!! EHEHEHAHAHAHA!!!", at this point, it would be no Surprise if the People from the Dorm Rooms next Door heard Hifumi's hysterical Laughter bouncing off of the Walls, that's how noisy it was.

Smiling sickly sweet as ever, a Feeling of evil Playfulness materialized within Celestia, choosing to tease Hifumi further so that his pastel-pink Cheeks would change into a bright red Colour.

"I sincerely hope that this tickles, else the entire Point in this would have been severely missed. Or did you genuinely expect to receive a Massage from a Noblewoman like me, hmm~?"

"PLEHEHEAHAHASEHEHEHE, BWAHAHAHAHA!!!"

Meanwhile, it was finally then that Celestia took Note of something: She was still weakly holding onto Hifumi's right Hand. This entire Time, he had not yanked it away from her, probably too busy with laughing and squirming his Torso around to fend off the devilish Nails tickling him. Come to think of it, he sounded like he was slowly running out of Breath, too. Well, he did kindly say please, now didn't he? Rewarding him with a small Break is the least the Ultimate Gambler could do for him. She removed her Nails from Hifumi's Stomach, allowing him to take in large Gulps of Air for a few Seconds. Then, Curiosity struck her and she placed her Nails onto his right open Palm, lightly scritching away at the Skin there in a circular Motion. Honestly, Celestia would have expected anything. Loud Pig-like Snorts. High-pitched girly Squeals. Nerdy and goofy chortling. Anything that basically screamed "Hifumi Yamada" or "The Alpha and the Omega" as he likes to proudly call himself. In her entire Existence, the very last Thing the Queen of Liars would have ever expected coming from him was the most innocent, most precious, most carefree and most lighthearted giggling she has ever had the Pleasure of listening to in her whole Life.

And yet that is what her Ears were hearing at this very Moment.

"Ms. Ludenbeheheherg, I-Ihi wahahasn't reheheahahady yehehet!", Hifumi squeezed his Eyes shut while his Face scrunched up into a bashful Expression. Because of that, he couldn't see Celestia staring at him with wide Eyes.

"M-Ms. Ludehehenbeheherg?" When he didn't receive an Answer from her like usually, he cracked one Eyelid open to look at her. Quickly, Celestia shook her Head to regain her Composure.

"The Turmoils of Life can take us such by Surprise, yes?"

She softly let her Fingers dance across his open Palm thus eliciting even more wholesome giggling from him.

"I suppohohosehehehe! Ahahahahaha!"

Unlike before, Hifumi was not flailing around anymore, instead sitting still on the Bed with his free left Hand placed on his Lap.

"May Ihi ihihinquihire for hohohow lohohong you ahare gohohoihing to-ahahaha-to keep tihihicklihihing mehe fohor?"

"Until that burning Motivation of yours returns to its rightful Place, that being your Mind. Has it done so yet?"

"I-I thihihink so, yeheahaha."

"You think?"

Celestia took the Opportunity of Hifumi's Uncertainty in order to increase the Pace of her Fingers spidering across his Palm.

"W-wahahaihihit! I'm certahahain! Ihihi am cehehertain nohohow!"

"There we go."

Truthfully, she was a bit disappointed that she had to stop tickling him, but her Objective in the first Place was to cheer the other Ultimate up, not outright kill him with Laughter. Thus, she finally let go of his Wrist, the latter rubbing the ghostly Tickles away with his Thumb as he regained his Breath in the meantime, his Chest rising and sinking with each Intake of Air.

"Yes... yeees! I think I can finally see it! The Glimmer of Passion is once more being ignited within me! I am blessed by the Kiss of the Muse!", Hifumi's Mouth quirked up in the three-Shape that everyone was so accustomed to, Glee radiating from him, "The Gods are passing down such marvelous Concepts into my Head! The Colours! So bright and emotional! I must capture it on my Canvas this instant!"

Hifumi excitedly jumped up from the Bed, though not before turning back towards Celestia. "Ms. Ludenberg, I must thank you for helping me out of this Predicament, even with such an, err-... unconventional Method. I do hope you understand that I must return to my artistic World this once!"

"I won't hold you up any longer. After all, I have my own important Matters to attend to.", Celestia referred to her Fantasy Novel which she picked back up.

Nodding, the Ultimate Fanfic Creator hurried back to his PC and immediately began sketching away on his Graphics Tablet, the Passion indeed having returned to him by the Sounds of it.

Before Celestia settled back into reading, she flashed one last Glance towards her Friend, a small genuine Smile hidden behind the Book.

[justsomemusingsandthoughts]

Now about season 3 of Bridgerton....some thought from a Greys Anatomy fan of the first hour cause I need to get it off my chest :)

I was really excited to see Polins story unfold even though I didn't watch Bridgerton before or read the books but I was swept up by the excitement on tiktok and got invested in their story.

But as soon as I heard Shona was involved I was like okayyyyyy, I gotta keep my expectations in check cause the women is not one to write healthy and lasting relationships and reasonable men who communicate well😬

Looking at how the season played out, I completely understand why so many people are disappointed cause there was so much potential wasted, so many scenes that could have made clear to the viewer what was going on in Colins head. I think I filled in the gaps in my mind but there are still some moments, some things he said and did that were almost character destroying, specially the comment about the entrapment, cause dude, she didn't even know what sex was🙄 Also, not even trying to have a converation with her about why LW started and has such significance to her was not sth Colin would do.

And that's the crux of why I think for many die hard fans, the season was a let down. They didn't show any true discussions or enough moments of passion alongside the argument cause in truth, there was no time with all the unnecessary side plots and so few episodes. If you saw the season you know, I won't list them all but I will say they better put a proper Polin side story and spicy scene in Ben's season cause the amount of pointless threesomes I had to skip through is almost offensive, especially cause it should be clear people want intimate scenes of the main couple😮‍💨

But looking at all of it considering this show is part of Shondaland, I am not the least bit surprised. The number of downright character assasinations I watched on Grey's (and other shows of hers) after over a decade watching the development of some of them is kinda ridiculous. The number of ruined relationships and the horrible ways most of them were ruined (I almost cannot believe I'm saying this now but thank god they killed off Derek before completely undoing who he actually was and what Meredith meant to him😭).

Untimately, Shonda loves the drama and the angst and very clearly doesn't think there is much entertainment value in showing happy couples resolving their issues in a healthy way. If you watch a project she's involved in, you gotta be prepared for the couple to not make it and in that way, Bridgerton fans are rather lucky considering no matter how the seasons play out, it's gonna end with a happy couple that's not gonna split up again.

She also was never gonna just take books and keep to the narrative cause I don't believe that would be any fun to her. Especially this season, since she has said that Pen is her favorite character. I was immediately thinking Colin will be taking a back seat and have moments viewers will hate him for to have Pen in the forefront individually.

I guess I'm gonna take away and rewatch the beautiful moments, even some of the angsty ones and wait for what little side plots Polin will have in future seasons. I don't believe I will watch the entirety of future seasons cause I'm not interested to be disappointed by Shonda Rhimes' story telling anymore. Been there done that😂

But my little obsession with Polin was still worth it cause they're just an amazing fictional couple and I might just read their book now☺️

And I have definitely found a new actress to follow along for her future roles cause Nicola is just amazing as an actress and as a person🥰

(Also find it deeply offensive to make an audience wait for 2 years (!!!) for 8 episodes but that's for another day😅)

[blitzsicedcoffee]

Another Get to Know Me Post cause I keep amassing more followers somehow!

My name is Rhian, pronounced 'Ryan'. I use Ze/Zir or They/Them Pronouns. I think of my gender identity as genderfluid Agender and demiguy. So like I float between a masc male but also nonbinary identity and a completely Agender/void identity.

I am 28 so I have been on Tumblr since the trenches when I was 17. I was here for superwholock, the mishapocalypse, dashcon 1, etc. don't ask me about my wisdom though, I left for a while when they got rid of porn then came back lol.

Speaking of, I have a bachelor of arts in gender, sexuality and queer studies. My personal passion projects related to this are providing folks with books and materials that help find and affirm their identity, writing spicy gay fanfiction, and promoting sexual and body positivity in the form of personal posts and sex ed.

Some other hobbies and general facts about me:

-I love to write, draw, read, and rot on YouTube.

-I sometimes go to the park to read and look mysterious

-i use a cane cause I have a chronic autoimmune disease.

-My partner and I have been together over 10 years now 💖

-I was in choir for 10 years as a soprano and can belt many songs :) (more of a metzo now)

-I have three cats named Cedric, Loki, and Freyja

-I am a Polytheist Pagan! I follow the Norse gods Loki and Freyja.

Feel free to send asks if you're curious to know more!

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Okay so I’ve been thinking about soap which led me to thinking about your soap and introvert!reader 🫠

For one I know soap loves listening to her talk (obviously cause she doesn’t do it a lot) but he loves bringing up topics that she’s passionate about cause 1. She looks so beautiful when she gets into it digging into all the details and the way the personality she keeps under wraps comes out when he gets a part wrong and 2. Intelligent women turn him on 🤷🏻‍♀️

The first time he gets her to be comfortable enough around him to start actually get her talking to the point where he’s just listening he has a very hard time hiding his hard on lol 100% covers it with a couch pillow and tries not to make it obvious and thank god reader wasn’t really paying attention cause it was so obvious it’s embarrassing 💀

Another thing, reader accidentally finds out that Johnny draws. She wandered over to his place to give him some food since she made way to much and she knocks but there’s no answer and Johnny has told her before just to come in if he doesn’t answer (obviously witching certain times lol) so she makes her way in and find him sitting on his couch with head phones on drawing in a sketch book. (I want to say it’s her he’s drawing but I’m not going too 😤) He’s drawing a set of brown eyes that seem to be surrounded by a mask? She’s in awe for a moment and goes to tap Johnny’s shoulder when he notices her and screams like a girl 🤣

Anyways this leads to them eventually getting to the point of (when Johnny is on extended leaves) he’ll wander over to her place and sit and draw while she does whatever it is that she does, reading, writing, music, or maybe even art herself. It would be so beautiful if this is when Johnny realizes he loves her. She calls him so much but he also gets to be who he truly is around her and he also bring out who she really is too 🥹

(Hope this all makes sense… anyways these are just thoughts not even really hc’s just little thoughts that came forward. Oh, and i also have another little thing for Simon and roommates!reader that I’ve been conjuring up and it won’t leave my mind so I’ll eventually send that ask 😈)

you are always giving me good thoughts because you're 100% right!!!! @random0lover

Soap would absolutely fall more in love with you the moment you start talking on and on about your favorite thing or something that you're interested in. He's 100% into intelligent people he will be turned on by someone who knows their stuff and by golly the first time you went crazy he was hanging onto every word but also trying really hard to not make it obvious he wanted to make out with you

(If you've seen that tik tok audio where it's like "i'm way too horn y to talk to this woman right now" that's him when you start talking passionately)

Soap would also definitely tell you you can enter his home whenever (as if you lived there too).

I think Soap would be a little embarrassed if you saw him drawing in his journal because his very nervous about you finding out he's drawn you so many times. But he's very willing to draw you something and if you suggest he can come over and draw while you do your own thing he might actually marry you

(i am so excited for the roommate series ask that will be coming you feed me so well)

[axailslink]

Are you going to continue heart of a man, the Rosalie story?

It’s really good and I loved it, I absolutely love your writing! :)

💚

The heart of a man

Rosalie Otterbourne x poc FEM reader 

Part 2, Part 1

Summary: 

Snippet from the fic: “ "Help me find the answer to my question" you nod immediately "yes whatever you ask of me I don't mi-" you're cut off mid-sentence as Rosalie places a firm kiss on your lips you stand amazed by her boldness but you're only amazed for a second before you kiss back with the same amount of passion. ”

"I'm sorry?" Rosalie doesn't hesitate to repeat herself "I'd like to read the rest" it's just writing and she's already read the worst part. So why does it even matter? "Why? You should be disgusted with me" Rosalie doesn't give you an answer to your question instead she takes the leather book her fingers tracing over yours as she does cause you to get that nervous feeling Rosalie read about earlier. 

"I have an interest" she flips to the page with her name on it "you can stay while I read but I'm hoping I can find an answer to a question I've been asking myself for a very long time." You sit on the edge of a couch watching as she reads and without looking guides herself to the couch sitting right beside you comfortably. One of her legs is propped up on one of yours raising her gown just a bit.

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For hours Rosalie reads and you watch with wonder. You wonder why she cares so much, you wonder why she finds this book a good read, you wonder if she has possibly felt the same emotions towards a woman and that's why she's so fascinated with this leather journal... Of course not that's ridiculous.

Rosalie isn't afraid to ask questions as she reads she'll stop every few pages with many questions rolling off of her tongue some are easy to answer but the more questions she asks the harder they become to answer. 

"Who's the man you speak of when you say he?" 

"A man that takes interest in me" 

"Have you ever slept with him?" 

"... Yes" 

The questions are odd but justified honestly right now you'll answer any question she asks as long as the contents of the journal stay between you and her. If this journal was to become public knowledge it'd ruin you and Rosalie.

When the words on the paper come to a stop you can see the unsatisfied facial expression that she wears so clearly her face is crunched in a frown drawing her eyebrows down and her lips pursed. "I finished and I have more questions than answers" you nod slowly praying to God this doesn't upset her "I apologize Miss Otterbourne but I must take my leave." Rosalie hands you the book with her face painted blue. You can't stand seeing her sad so you mumble your next words "is there anything I can do?" Rosalie looks at you with an unnerving facial expression but you prompt her to speak as you take her hand in yours gently rubbing your thumb over it comfortingly. 

"Help me find the answer to my question" you nod immediately "yes whatever you ask of me I don't mi-" you're cut off mid-sentence as Rosalie places a firm kiss on your lips you stand amazed by her boldness but you're only amazed for a second before you kiss back with the same amount of passion. When you both pull apart your mind is jumbled "I'm confused what's the question?" Rosalie laughs to herself "I don't know but forget those questions I want to do that again if you'll let me." You nod "I'll let you but I have to ask am I allowed to touch you?" Rosalie has spent many nights reading your journal entries so she knows exactly what you're asking and where you want to touch her. Truthfully she's been craving it. She's been craving your touch imagining herself with you as her fingers were curled deep inside of her and her body tensed up signaling her climax nearing. She said the book was a lovely read.

Rosalie doesn't hesitate as she nods giving you confirmation of free range. It's as if some hidden chains are unlocked from your wrist when she nods because your hands are quick to roam her body caressing every part of her. Your hands grab at her waist keeping her close one moment then the next moment they find themselves guiding one of her legs around your waist sliding her gown up her thighs slowly all while kissing up her neck to her lips "You wrote..." Rosalie gasps between the kisses. Trying to speak and keep up with your movements is a bit too much for her but seeing as she's distracted too much to speak and her voice is wavering you slow down. The kisses are no longer feverish and your touches are slow and intimate almost like a gentle massage. 

"Yes?" You ask prompting her to speak while you're paying attention.

"You wrote how you wanted to please me like a man..." Coming from her mouth these words suddenly seem a bit embarrassing but you nod because embarrassing or not you wrote them and every word is true. "You don't have to try hard" not understanding what she means you let go of her leg letting it fall to your side as you squint your eyes in confusion "do you want me to touch you like that? Touch you as a man would?" Rosalie shakes her head in disgust "no why touch me like a man would when you can touch me as a woman will? When I touch myself I'm gentle and careful but I touch every part of me that needs to be touched... I want you to touch me like that." You're staring at Rosalie as she's maintaining that deadly eye contact "That's what you explained in that little book of yours you want to touch me like a woman. So do so." Rosalie grabs your hand and guides it to the edge of her gown pulling it above her thighs "you seem hesitant you've already kissed me. Why stop now?"

Honestly, you weren't hesitant until she brought it up it's like she conjured this feeling into you just by speaking of it. You weren't hesitant when you wrote everything you did everything you dreamed everything you imagined. So why hesitate? Is it her bold demanding stare or the beautiful eyes behind that stare? Rosalie is irritated seeing you hesitant because why get her all worked up to stop here? She's quick to shake herself from your grip grabbing your journal and flipping through it hastily "here it reads "I want my fingers to touch every part of her skin-" she flips through the journal again "-and here it reads "no man's mind nor body can do what I have thought of doing to her..." I am right here I am half-clothed and you hesitate. Please. Touch me." You're not sure what snaps in your brain when she says "please" but it's at this moment that every ounce of hesitation leaves your body and mind. 

You grab her by her waist pulling her to you slowly "Rosalie say that again" she raises her brow in confusion "what?" 

"Beg me to touch you Rosalie" the smile that spreads on her face is a joyous one "please touch me Y/n however you wish but I ask that you do it as a woman will. Not a man." The kiss that follows behind these words from Rosalie's mouth is a sinful and sloppy one but you don't mind it as Rosalie takes this as her turn to let her hands roam your body. You both find it hard to stay upright with Rosalie's sudden rough nature and it's not long before she trips over a pile of books and onto the couch behind it. Rosalie laughs and that makes you smile immediately as you grab her arm to pull her up but she pulls you down on top of her. 

"Miss Otterbourne" she hums hearing her name roll off your tongue "yes?" You peck her lips as you say "the woman you are" she smiles and returns your words "the woman you are." 

Rosalie shrugs her gown off her shoulders as she sits up and pushes you back on the couch straddling your lap as she does so. "You should use those hands now..." She grabs your hands gently playing with your fingertips before slowly guiding them along her gown bunching it up at her waist. You circle them to the inside of her thighs surprised to feel no undergarments as you push past her inner thighs. Rosalie doesn't let her eyes move from you as your hands glide underneath her gown that's loosely hanging off her shoulders giving you a relatively inviting view of her beasts. Your touch is gentle as you use your thumb to carefully rub over her clit allowing a light whimper to escape her pretty little lips. you take notice of how her body flinches for a moment. She's sensitive.

"Rosalie" she groans in annoyance as she grabs your hand planting it firmly "actions are better than words."

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When Rosalie wakes you're long gone and so is the book it's as if you were trying to get rid of the evidence of the night or so that's what Rosalie thought until she turns on her side to see a new journal nothing like the old one. There's no worn-out leather keeping it pulled together or pen marks just a simple clean new one Rosalie sits up and grabs it letting her fingers graze the new leather journal she opens it and can't help but smile at your handwriting as it reads; my journal consisted of my fantasies I want this one to consist of yours I bet you're one hell of a writer Miss Otterbourne.

Rosalie's smiling like a fool until she remembers it's a Sunday morning and she's late to church service and she's never been happier to go than she is today.

Rosalie's hurriedly getting dressed but it's hard to find something that does a good job covering the hickeys you littered down her body last night she results to a pair of trousers and a loose fitting button up before she leaves the house in a hurry with only her leather book and bible. When she arrives she's out of breath but she makes it just as praise and worship time has started meaning she can slip in without much notice from others. You notice her immediately but you can't look while he's standing beside you so close to you. You try so hard not to look that you don't notice she's sitting right beside you when the scripture reading starts.

Rosalie can't take her eyes off of you not even for a second and the mystery man doesn't go unnoticed in fact he is very noticeable. He's never been to this church service a day in Rosalie's life so who the hell is he and why is he so close to you? Finally, he leaves for the bathroom and Rosalie looks at you with a questioning expression. "Who's he?" You flip through your bible trying to find the scripture your preacher just called out "a man" Rosalie cocks her head because who in the hell are you trying to play a fool? "A man?" You nod as you finally find the scripture and can glance at her.

"Is he the man?" You hold your stare not being able to answer her question "in my writings?" She nods and you mumble your reply not too happy with how you know this will make Rosalie feel "yes." "You invited him here?" Your grip on the bible is becoming slippery as your hands sweat from the nerves boiling inside of you. "He asked" Rosalie nods and smiles returning to the church service she says nothing to you for the rest of the service all she does is watch and observe. She observes the way this man carries himself, the way he looks at you and his actions the way he has his hand on your lower back. Jealousy is the word expressing every action that Rosalie is about to do as the church service ends "hey brother I've never seen you here son you new to the family?" The distraction she needs comes into plain view and she's grabbing your hand and dragging you to the bathroom.

"Rose. I didn't think it would bother you so much" Rosalie scoffs as she unbuttons her blouse "really? So you think I just go around throwing myself at everyone interested in me? Hm? You think I'm just some experiment for you?" You have never once thought these things of Rosalie but you don't know how to calm her down. "You wrote about me yet you walk around with him in the daylight..." You sigh as you grab Rosalie's hands and look her straight in the face "Rose I feel things for you that I don't feel for him I'm sorry you had to wake to a cold bed this morning I'm sorry you had to see me with him and I'm sorry I've woken these feelings within you. I'm so sorry Rosalie I let myself get wrapped up in the idea of you." Rosalie furrows her brows and snatches her hands away from you "you're speaking as if you're going to choose him... A man you know you don't love." Before you can deny it Rosalie nods she's already accepted it because she knows that's what you'll surely do.

"You let yourself get wrapped up in the idea of me. A woman. The only person you seem to truly have eyes for you are the most idiotic, indecisiv-" She's right and you can't even be mad at her for calling you such things but you also can't help but notice how amazingly beautiful she looks right now yelling at you with her blouse unbuttoned. "You are the most ridiculous women I've met but you are so damned beautiful... I hate you why'd you have to come along and confuse me?" You lick your lips as you glance from her eyes to her lips "I'm sorry Rosalie" your words leave your mouth and tickle against Rosalie's lips as she sighs and closes the distance between you two.

The kiss is feverish just like your first but this time you're in God's house and something about the feeling of being caught makes you both a lot bolder. Rosalie loosens her trousers and pulls you closer "touch me" you don't hesitate this time letting your hand dip inside of Rosalie's trousers rubbing her clit through her underwear. Rosalie lets her head fall onto your shoulder muffling her whimpers "Y/n" you hum in response as you quickly grab hold of her trousers unbuttoning them all the way. "Y/n" Rosalie's panicked tone of voice catches your attention immediately causing you to look at the bathroom door handle seeing it rattle.

"Shit..." Rosalie pulls away from you immediately not knowing what to do as she buttons her trousers you open the door to the first lady who shares a look of concern. "Rosalie found herself emotional from the pastor's words today I was just comforting her" that doesn't explain Rosalie's unbuttoned blouse or messy lipstick but it'll work for now. "Oh well excuse me ladies I have to use the ladies room." You and Rosalie nod out of respect before quickly wandering to the main room. You can't help but laugh at Rosalie's worried expression and she's shaking her head "you're a bad influence." You shrug "I simply did what you asked of me if we weren't interrupted I would have done more."

Rosalie can't help the smile on her face right now and as she's looking at you it only grows even though not long ago she was upset with you. "You've got my trousers all wet" she mumbles awkwardly pulling on her pants and you laugh "I got your trousers wet if I remember correctly it was you who said "touch m-" your moment is interrupted as he comes back and Rosalie's quick to stare him down. "Y/n you ready to go?" Rosalie looks at you expecting an answer but how do you tell this man no? Rosalie can read your nerves before she buts in "we have Bible study tonight sorry she's coming with me."

"Bible study? Y/n? Since when did you start reading God's words like that? I love a woman who knows God's words." You laugh nervously seeing Rosalie's obvious jealousy as she watches every move you make "sorry we really have to go it's and all night thing." The man sighs "well I drove you here I could drive y'all both home."

Rosalie smiles "sir are you assuming I don't own an automobile?" The guy immediately is full of nerves but Rosalie has that effect on people it's one of the many things you love about her. "Well, usually the men of the house..." As if sensing he's said something wrong he pauses in his sentence "well I really am holding you ,beautiful women, back you two have a lovely day and Y/n I'd love to see you next Sunday maybe we can have dinner at your place..?" You give no answer as Rosalie mocks just above a whisper "oh Y/n maybe we could have dinner he doesn't have a clue as to what you really want." You're quick to grab the back of Rosalie's shirt in a firm grip "Rose." Rosalie smiles as he walks off "yes?"

"You're acting like a child" Rosalie hums as she takes off her heels "and you're hurting my feelings Y/n you have to choose live a lie or live with me. I will not be the woman you kiss behind the closed church bathroom door. If I was to hide I would rather be hiding with you not without. So what do you want?" Rosalie leaves you with that question as she walks barefoot outside of the church not upset just stressed.

A/n: I panicked when writing the intimate scene so I just didn't finish it 🤷🏾‍♀️ I mean hey shit happens. Anyways posting this before I have classes enjoy while I work on the Judy Harmon fic.

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[wulfhalls]

other anon is right djats show>>>>>>>>> the book. like riley and sam. that's it. period. cause the entire book is just billy lying and downplaying his relationship with daisy so you spend 90% of it thinking he's full of shit and having to read inbetween the lines of what really went down with him and daisy since most of their relationship is allegedly them barely speaking or interacting except on stage. camila also deified to an annoyingly unrealistic degree so thank god we have the show to be like "nah this is what actually happened. daisybilly kissing. daisybilly falling in love. daisybilly sneaking out for lunch dates. daisybilly crossword puzzle love confessions. daisybilly backstage hookups" as far am i'm concerned the show is what really happened and the book was just the story the band wanted to tell 😂

I feel like one of the big issues with book stans / Camila Stans is they read the book and thought that Billy choosing Camila meant that he loved her more when that was never the case. Billy chose stability because of his past. So when you see that on the show it looks like Camila got the raw end of the deal when that’s always what Camila represented they just finally understand that him picking Camila doesn’t mean he loves her more. I mean they spelt it out in the book.“Passion is...it's fire. And fire is great, man. But we're made of water. Water is how we keep living. Water is what we need to survive. My family was my water. I picked water.” I do think Billy convinced himself over time that he did choose to love Camila more but the fact remains that Camila was a choice. That’s what you get from him in the books and in the last episode with Julia but Daisy was never a choice. Daisy was someone he couldn’t help but be drawn to and feel something so deeply for that he risk ruining his hard fought stability for “How could I be around Daisy Jones and not be mesmerized by her? Not fall in love with her. I couldn't. I just couldn't.”

its absolutely wild how book purists are sooo mad about the daisy and camilla hotel scene being taken out of the book/reworked into a different type of conversation, but when I finally decided to go look it up for myself it didn't give me woman supporting woman feminist vibes like people claim. like its not woman destroying woman either it just feels neutral. cami really tells daisy "he will never leave me" and daisy only gets clean because camila is the one to tell her that she should. IDK MAN i think its more powerful in the show where its daisy being self aware enough to tell cami "he will always choose you!" and for daisy to be the one to realize she needs to get clean because this life is really bad for her. not because, 'camila dunne thinks I'm worth saving' LIKE HELLO?? the book seems like it makes cami out to be this perfect angel woman. WHERE'S HER FEMININE RAGE!! HER MAN IS DEEP IN LOVE WITH SOME OTHER WOMAN AND CANT EVEN ADMIT!! i think she deserved to be mad as hell instead of whatever saintlike behavior she exhibits in the book. sorry I just needed someone to listen to my rant about the scene that so many people keep calling Emotional and Powerful when really cami deserved to be mad as hell and daisy deserved to be an active participant in her own life.

It's kinda crazy to me that Camila is the one in the book that basically tells Daisy to leave and quit the band to go to rehab. They don't even interact that much prior to this, and I always hated that part in the book. On 1 hand we know daisy is leaving a toxic situation, but we don't get the feeling that she'll be OK. If anything we feel that she's alone, and because( and this is how it felt to me ) that the band chose Cami over her. Cami is described like this virgin mary can do no wrong character, and her alienating daisy from the band just felt nasty( especially considering the band never had Camis back ). I love that in the show they gave Daisy that power, along with the fact that both Teddy and Simone are still clearly there for her and supportive of her choice( also showing Warren there for her too later on ) Like I don't understand why people wanted them to be friends so bad 😫 it's weird for the wife and the mistress to be friends, especially given how Daisily were in the show...

The ending didn’t work in the books either imo. In the books Camila tells Daisy I know he loves you but he’s never going to leave me. Like girllll you know your man is in love with another woman snd you just okay with that? She was entirely too accepting at least in the show she’s wasn’t okay with and was rightfully hurt & angry but then again Camila as a character was kinda bleh. Every time Billy talked about her I just rolled my eyes because he was overcompensating so hard.

I think the funniest antis are the ones that are clearly Camila Stans that claim DaisyBilly were “ruined” by the show bc they made out. That them having more physicality in their relationship some how changed the nuance. Like you can have a twin flame relationship and also be very attracted to each other. One does not take away from the other. And it’s frankly unbelievable that anyone believes that Daisy & Billy had a connection like they had and NEVER gave in not for one single second. Like please

When I tell you the show ending is so much better. And it’s not even the ending exactly it’s how they get to that ending that’s soooo much better. In the books they handed all of Billy & Daisy’s agency to Camila. In the show it felt like they all had agency and it was sooo much better.

all of u having the most book thoughts compilation

[lacependragon]

Can I just save I have been loving the books I've been reading this year? Like I am having a great reading year.

To Shape a Dragon's Breath was brilliant. Epic worldbuilding, not afraid to throw you in, both passionate and beautiful in its anti-colonialism, and the fact that the main character solves so many problems by being kind and patient makes me happy.

The Aurelian Cycle had fantastic characters and arcs that sucked me right in, and while I don't agree with its ending (at all), up until those last fifty pages, I genuinely think this is a perfect dragon rider trilogy. Love it and its inspirations from Plato's Republic.

Bad Cree just blew my mind in how you could entwine culture and family and quiet horror. Genuinely is going to sit with me for a while. Loved its discussion of trauma and addiction as well. It was so good.

All Our Hidden Gifts did a fantastic job at explaining guilt, and hatred, and trauma, and forgiveness, while never giving the main character too much of a break. I loved learning about Ireland and watching the way political movements were so important to the plotline.

The Helm of Midnight is absolutely brilliant. This whole concept of masks and magic, the various tithes that must be paid to the gods, the way so much unreliable information is in the world but it's impossible to tell until it's too late for the characters. I adore its mystery story, its multiple timelines, and its incredible take on a serial killer. I am so fascinated by everything in this world and loved spending time in it. Also a normalized five pronoun society? Yes please.

I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast is Me is absolutely phenomena. A Black ballerina who is allowed to get mad, and vicious, and seek revenge. Love in the form of accepting the monsters in others to accept the monster of yourself. And a twist about the power that genuinely made me grin so hard you'd swear I wasn't reading a horror book.

Camp Damascus was exactly the book I needed to read at the time I read it. It was brilliant, insightful, scary, hopeful, and I loved our MC so much. Being both queer and autistic, and the things those two in combination can cause, made me relate so much to Rose. Loved the ending. This is the book that officially got me into the horror genre, which I consider a tall feat.

There's more of course, but these are the ones that came to mind, immediately. Books I loved that I'm still thinking about, though I finished them weeks or months ago.

I love reading.

[withered-rose-unbreakable-lotus]

Well hello there! Are you lost?

This is a pinpost for all you mobile users, so that you know what you're getting into, if you're pondering whether to follow me or not and browsing blogs isn't your thing.

Name's Maria, I'm the artist kind that mamas of creative kids warn them they'll end up being if they pursue the arts and a down bad fangirl of 100s of things.

For artists coming across this and wondering what's my deal, here're a few things you need to know:

I'm a writer of a horror/dark fantasy baby series that turnt 13 this year. Currently editing book 1. Inspired by my love for visual kei and horror, the plot revolves around a bunch of demons who were made specifically to defeat God's army after the fall of Lucifer, but wished a life beyond being weapons, escaped, got cursed, and you get to see what they are up to, these days, through the series. It's a quest for freedom and claiming your right to be yourself no matter what anyone says. Being proud of who you are and the life you chose to live.

[side note: My focus on personal freedom to be who you are isn't about things you were born with, like skin color, sexuality etc, so much, but another common thing that keeps many people trapped in themselves and in societies that force you to be one thing. It's about chosen ways of life, such as clothing style, having piercings or tattoos, weight (ok this one isn't alway a choice), how active one's sexual life is, if you're having babies or not in life. etc.]

Here's a lovely visual of the title for you:

Which leads to another art I've touched;

Digital art. I hate how I always have to specify this but most non artist people, when they hear digital artist, they think of people who draw, illustrators. While I'm trying to learn that too, and I do use a bit of painting in my works, this isn't my main focus. I am a photomanipulator, another category of digital art, the artists of which connect various stock pictures together and makes new pictures. Like this one (the logo is old, ignore it):

That means I also make graphics. I've made gifs and edits for my vkei faves before. You can find them under the tags #my gif & #my edit accordingly.

Video editing. I've returnt to my childhood passion recently but muscle memory is doing well. I unfortunately can't afford the things I'd really like to film so I resolved to vtubing. I'm @LadyHawthorn on Youtube if you wish to find me and I'm doing a variety of things cause I hate being forced to do one thing all the time. I mainly post myself playing Reverse: 1999 and theorizing on it, but I like doing reactions on Genshin Impact new content when I get it on time (I can't play unfortunately cause it requires different equipment) too. I also occasionally do movie reactions and will soon try anime too. Other stuff I'm interested in doing are: writing videos, more asmr if people show more interest and eventually hopefully talk about my book series and the lore of my vtuber character, when I can afford an animation for her.

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For non-artists coming across this, now.

Right off the bat, I'd like to say I'm a big horror fan so if you're a minor I'd suggest you stayed away, cause I might eventually post sth you shouldn't see. I grew up with horror personally and I don't really get the whole "cover scary stuff and blood from kids" but because some of you might be more sensitive to that than I was, better safe than sorry. Again I find this a bit too much cause horror didn't hurt me growing up, real life did, but yeah, you do what's comfortable for you.

Other interests we might have in common:

Music. I listen to lots of music but I'm more religiously following visual kei artists the past 13 years. If you like photos of vkei artists, you might find something you like on my navigation page. If you don't see your favorite band at the sections with pictures, try the "Other fav artists" or "Other Vkei bands/Solos" sections or straight up write it on my blog link with "/tagged/favorite band's name".

Movies. I watch a lot of movies, you can find some of my favorites on my about page, but some notable examples that have fandoms are:

Addams Family

Late 80s to early 00s romcoms and school movies

Silent Hill

Visual Kei movies

Anything with Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter in them (I no longer like Johnny but the projects he chose to act in are still masterpieces)

Tokyo Revengers live action

Kamikaze Girls

The Devil's Rejects

Ti West's X, Pearl, Maxxxine

Step Up movies (I used to dance once :P)

Musicals (stuff like Chicago, Moulin Rouge, Repo! The Genetic Opera, etc.)

I also am a Supernatural, Friends, Helluva Boss and American Horror Story fan (although I haven't managed to watch all seasons on the first and last one, they stopped broadcasting at my country and couldn't find them online without viruses after that)

Anime. Again I watch a lot but not many of the very famous ones. Some of the biggest names I'm a fan of are:

Danganronpa (never joined the fandom before so no worries I won't come for your ships)

Re:zero

Pokemon (haven't watched all seasons though),

Nanatsu No Taizai (stopped when Meliodas and Elizabeth had a kid cause they ruined the romance for me xD)

Demon Slayer

And I also love Diabolik Lovers, Toilet-bound Hanako and Houseki no Kuni. And Yu-Gi-Oh. I still got to finish that one.

Jdorama. I'm sorry I've only watched 3 Kdramas and stopped. My heart's in Japan xD. I have watched many things, including pretty much everything Oguri Shun has done, many MatsuJun stuff, I loved Alice in Wonderland and I'm in desperate need for new jdramas to watch that aren't some cheesy romance or another police story. ._.

Videogames. I'm a Genshin Impact, Reverse: 1999 and Nikke enthusiast, you can talk to me about these all day every day I wouldn't mind. I'm also a huge Silent Hill and Final Fantasy X & X-2 fan (before the HD version that basically ruined the story and I don't consider it canon. -_-)

Any other interests? Well I sing. If you like singing we can enjoy chatting about our favorite vocals and struggles of singing xD. However I know nth about music theory so please be kind to me. I only tried 1 semester of vocal training and 1 year of music production and I dropped both so....let's keep it on the fun side of singing and not sweat the technical stuff much, kay? ^^'>

That's all. If you made it this far, I applaud you for your patience and wish you a wonderful day! ^^/

[calicohyde]

Happy STS! What is the best novel you've ever read? What did you like about it, from a storytelling perspective? Has it influenced or informed your own approach?

*instantly forgets every book i've ever read in my life*

in the name of. having an answer. i will pick The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. i don't remember it well enough after so long after having read it (and i've only read it the once) to pick out specific storytelling mechanics, but i do remember being impressed and thinking it was very well done in addition to having a lot of important things to say and being engaging and entertaining. i also remember i had borrowed it, and then texted the friend i'd borrowed it from to ask if he had the next book and if i could come pick it up right then. at 3AM.

one particular thing about the TGWTDT original trilogy (the only ones i personally count as "canon" lol) that really stuck out to me as unique and special to me personally and that i've wanted to see more of since - and am planning to be the change i want to see wrt - are its quote unquote "unlikeable" protagonists.

lisbeth is autistic and point blank refuses to mask, and in addition she's acerbic and angry and tends to reach violence as a much sooner resort than many, she's not exactly arrogant but she would never even dream of not taking credit and representing her skills accurately or god forbid using upspeak, she simply does not follow rules (or conventions or etiquette) she thinks are stupid and she's vocal and unapologetic about it, she's an actual genuine punk and fucks severely and without romance (until mikael), and as far as i remember she never once says sorry to anyone for anything no matter what. i love her with every fiber of my being.

mikael is a workaholic which is not unique, except that everyone hates his guts for being so single-minded and rigid and unavailable, which is, and which i really liked. of course people would not find him fun to be around. he also is arrogant, and a hypocrite, and can be unkind. and these two are the best good guys we've got! (this is also why i discount the opinion of anyone who claims mikael is a "romanticized" self-insert on larsson's part like bruhhh.... just cuz they have the same job? this bitch is not a romanticized version of anyone or anything he's a fucking rat bastard who happens to also be a good man smdh. i mean maybe he is a self-insert but not a fucking romanticized one! he sucks! i'm passionate about this.)

i also really liked the age range of the characters and the polyamory and the queers. additionally, larsson has a really unique and fascinating writing style (which critics have attributed to his writing career starting in investigative journalism before he ever did creative writing or fiction). i think it fits absolutely perfectly with the protagonists and the subject matter, and the way those things match up and meld together makes the series so much more absorbing.

but yeah i always liked a writing style and a narrative voice that was fitted to the characters/content, and i think larsson did it particularly well - even if it's a sort of chicken or egg situation with him. we'll never know since he died of those Natural Causes before he could write anything else and all. anyway! i would have done this regardless, because literally all of my favorite authors do it to some degree, which is why they are my favorite authors. (much of what people say are benefits you can "only" get from first person narration i feel you can get just as well from a limited third person, if you uh. try.) but yeah TGWTDT is a stand-out example!

i also can't necessarily give TGWTDT/larsson credit for my life long love affair with angry and contrarian good guys, but again it's a stand-out example and an aspiration in this.

thank you for the ask, nico!! <3

[george-the-good]

King George VI - Address to Britain and Empire (23 September 1940)

It was during this speech the King announced the creation of the George Cross and George Medal, awards for civilian gallantry.

Both the purpose and the design of the medal were very much the King’s work. Medals and decorations were a passion which he had inherited from his grandfather, Edward VII, and he now owned a superb personal collection. Perhaps because he cared so much about it, his broadcast on the evening of 23 September announcing the institution of the awards was one of his finest. ‘There will always be an England to stand before the world as the … citadel of hope and freedom,’ he declared. ‘Let us then put our trust, as I do, in God and in the unconquerable spirit of the British people.’

- The Reluctant King by Sarah Bradford

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The speech was recorded at Buckingham Palace, in an air raid shelter which had been created out of the housemaids’ basement sitting room. Shortly afterwards, the King's speech therapist, Lionel Logue, recorded his memory of the occasion:

At 5:40 we went down to the dugout for another run-through, very good. As we were waiting the last few minutes, he suddenly began to laugh, and said, ‘I little thought that I would broadcast from the housemaids’ sitting room. I must write a book called Places I Have Broadcast From.’

One minute to six, and he is in his armchair, just waiting - always the hardest part of the whole thing. Six o’clock, three red lights, and he steps up to the microphone, gives a little smile, and begins.

After the first paragraph, the All Clear can just be heard - a most dramatic moment. Despite the unpleasant conditions he spoke splendidly - in a dugout, with an air-raid warning on, after having been bombed the week before - a stout effort. He was very tired and pleased when he left for Windsor with the Queen at 6:30.

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SPEECH

It is just over a year since the war began. The British people entered it with open eyes, recognising how formidable were the forces against them, but confident in the justice of their cause. Now, after a year of war, let us consider together, where we stand. Much has happened since September 1939.

Great nations have fallen. The battle which was at that time so far away that we could only just hear its distant rumblings, is now at our very doors. The armies of invasion are massed across the channel, only twenty miles from our shores. The air fleets of the enemy launch their attacks, day and night, against our cities. We stand in the frontline to champion those liberties and traditions that are our heritage.

As we brace ourselves for the battle, there is much to encourage us. We have with us brave contingents from the Forces of our Allies. We have behind us the goodwill of all who love freedom. Our friends in the Americas have shown us this in many ways, not least by their gifts for the relief of suffering in this war.

Nearer home, in the British Commonwealth of Nations itself, the struggle of the Mother Country has been made the struggle of the whole family. From every part of it men and material are coming in increasing flow and there is an eager desire to share in the sacrifices which will bring us victory.

In this battle for Britain, London, the mighty capital of the Empire, occupies the forefront. Others of our cities are being subjected to the barbarous attacks of the enemy. Our sympathy goes out to them all. But it is London that is for the time being bearing the brunt of the enemy’s spite.

I am speaking to you now from Buckingham Palace, with its honourable scars, to Londoners first of all, though, of course, my words apply equally to all the British cities, towns and hamlets, who are enduring the same dangers. The Queen and I have seen many of the places here which have been most heavily bombed and many of the people who have suffered and are suffering most. Our hearts are with them tonight. Their courage and cheerfulness - their faith in their country’s cause and final victory are an inspiration to the rest of us to persevere.

To the men and women who carry on the work of the ARP [Air Raid Precautions] Services, I should like to say a special word of gratitude. The devotion of these civilian workers, firemen, salvage men and many others in the face of grave and constant danger, has won a new renown for the British name. These men and women are worthy partners of our armed Forces and our police - of the Navy, once more as so often before our sure shield, and the Merchant Navy, of the Army and the Home Guard, alert and eager to repel any invader, and of the Air Force, whose exploits are the wonder of the world.

Tonight, indeed, we are a nation on guard and in the line. Each task, each bit of duty done, however simple and domestic it may be, is part of our war work. It takes rank with the sailor’s, the soldier’s and the airman’s duty. The men and women in the factories or on the railways who work on regardless of danger, though the sirens have sounded, maintaining all the services and necessities of our common life and keeping the fighting line well supplied with weapons, earn their place among the heroes of this war. No less honour is due to all those who, night after night, uncomplainingly endure discomfort, hardship and peril in their homes and shelters.

Many and glorious are the deeds of gallantry done during these perilous but famous days. In order that they should be worthily and promptly recognised, I have decided to create at once a new mark of honour for men and women in all walks of civilian life. I propose to give my name to this new distinction, which will consist of the George Cross, which will rank next to the Victoria Cross, and the George Medal for wider distribution.

As we look around us we see on every side that in the hour of her trial, the Mother City of the British Commonwealth is proving herself to be built as a city that is at unity in itself. It is not the walls that make the city, but the people who live within them. The walls of London may be battered, but the spirit of the Londoner stands resolute and undismayed. As in London, so throughout Great Britain, buildings rich in beauty, and historic interest may be wantonly attacked, humbler houses, no less dear and familiar, may be destroyed. But there’ll always be an England to stand before the world as the symbol and citadel of freedom, and to be our own dear home.

And here I would like to tell the sorrowing parents how deeply we grieve for them over the loss of their children in the ship torpedoed without warning in mid-Atlantic. Surely the world could have no clearer proof of the wickedness against which we fight than this foul deed.

We live in grim times, and it may be that the future will be grimmer yet. Winter lies before us, cold and dark. Let us be of good cheer. After winter comes spring, and after our present trials will assuredly come victory and a release from these evil things. Let us then put our trust, as I do, in God, and in the unconquerable spirit of the British peoples.

[atopvisenyashill]

Honestly, it's also always braime shippers that believe Jaime won't be directly involved in Cersei's death because they feel like that would leave a stain on their ship's little romance... Everyone has their biases.

As for myself, I do think he will outlive her and finish his arc in the north, I just very much doubt he will only cause damage from afar. They will need to face eachother again, simply because it would be so unfulfilling from a storytelling point of view to leave all of their stuff unresolved. Especially when this is probably one of the most significant relationships in the series (it literally ignites the entire conflict).

"on their ship's lil romance" first of all, fuck off oh my god. second of all, i ship daemyra, i ship visaemon, i've been known to read a little sansan and jon/ygritte, do you think a little spousal murder or domestic violence is gonna stop me from shipping braime? get the fuck out of here and be serious lmao.

the importance of braime is not just "a lil romance" it is integral to the themes of the books. you can't make the argument that lannicest is one of the most significant relationships in the series and then ignore the fact that a) we do not get the PoV of either character until after Brienne comes into the picture because SHE is ultimately what ignites the conflicts in all three of their characters and b) the themes of knighthood, chivalry, oath keeping, and protecting the weak and innocent aren't also integral to the plot of the entire series when Jaime makes his iconic and character defining "they make you swear so many vows" speech while Brienne is standing there listening to him. If you want me to get into the annoying ass biases, I think it's misogynistic that people applauded the Braime ending of the show when it completely divorces Brienne (and the twins!!!) from the bulk of her story arc, and that chalking up Braime as "a lil romance" is a misogynistic way of undercutting the importance of her identity arc! I'm not discounting the importance of Lannicest, so let's not fucking start with this "my ship is more important than your ship" bullshit.

What I am actually saying is that people take a literal reading of the valonqar prophecy that does not apply to a single other prophecy in the entire series, and I find it perplexing, and annoying, the same way I find the digging in the heels defense of Aegon VI being the mummer's dragon to be perplexing and annoying. The whole series is setting up this idea that you can't trust prophecies and that knowing about a prophecy is often mentally damaging, but the fans (including D&D) just wholesale swallow both Cersei and Dany's opinions on their prophecies as correct and I don't buy that. I also never said the Lannister twins won't meet again. In fact what I said was:

Yeah, I’m well aware of that, I’m not saying he’s doing anything nice to her, i think he’ll have a hand (badum-ts) in her dying, probably enough to feel guilty over it too (plus whatever is happening with tyrion) but he’s not strangling her to death and I simply do not believe he’s dying right after either. What is he doing? no idea. they’re at casterly rock and he uses the last of the conditioner and then he leaves. i have no idea and I think people who are insistent that he HAS to murder-suicide his way out of the story are overconfident af about that ending.

AKA I think it's likely all three of the Lannisters are going to meet again at Casterly Rock, likely as its being destroyed. Of course they're going to meet again; no one serious denies that. But is he going to murder-suicide when they do? I am doubtful. In Jaime's mind, the last we see him, he considers himself effectively divorced from Cersei. He quite literally abandons her to die in a trial by combat to go play in the woods with Brienne. But I'm supposed to believe that he's still angry enough to go all crime of passion on her at this point? Nah son!! Just because he's going to "choke the life from her" does not literally mean he's going to actually choke the life from her, any more than Dany is going to literally fuck up some puppet dragon or Euron literally turned into a crow, munched on some seaweed, and perched on Jaqen's shoulder while Jaqen offed Balon.

[neodracunyan]

Danganronpa: The Ultimate Student - Prologue

Location: Y/n's House - Uptown Creation City

Date: July 14, 2022

Time: 9:30 PM

Y/n's POV

Hello there. My name is Y/n L/n and I live in Uptown Creation City, living by myself, far away from my awful parents and I...am a diehard fan of Danganronpa.

Yes, I am talking about the adventure, visual novel, detective and dating simulation type of game known as Danganronpa. I have every video game, manga books, figurines and every single piece of Danganronpa merchandise known to man and it was all worth the trouble of collecting everything that is based on my favorite anime.

My most favorite character in the series was the cute, but very dangerous and cunning black and white bi-sided bear known as Monokuma as he takes the role as the Hope's Peak Academy's own principal and used many tactics to manipulate the Ultimate Students in killing each other through murder, despite most of the students refusing to murder each other in order to escape the school turned prison through graduation.

All of that was caused by the students that have fallen into despair...

The point of the game is when a dead body student is found around school grounds, the other students have to figure out who is the 'blackened' and if they find the culprit correct, the murderer will receive the death penalty of Monokuma's brand of executions, but if they get the wrong culprit, all of the students except for the real culprit will all be punished, leaving the murderer to get away with murder and graduate.

I played all of the Danganronpa games 27 times and I know all the characters that killed the other students in each game.

The only thing I hate about the series was Junko Hiroshima, not because that she a dranged lunatic like she always does with a passion for murder, mayhem and despair, its just that she uses Monokuma for her own entertainment and used the whole scenario of seeing the students murder each other for a TV Show, which explains about all the cameras all around the school that is recording everything that has happened during the events of the game.

I always thought of Monokuma as a sentient being like a Very Powerful AI controlling the bear and I never saw him as either a puppet or a high-tech build-a-bear reject.

If I was in that game, I would prove to Monokuma that I would be his most favorite student and beat Junko at her own game.

If I had an Ultimate Talent, I would be known as the Ultimate Student. It doesn't matter what kind of special talent that I have that makes me an Ultimate Student, I have any Ultimate Talent that will get me into Hope's Peak Academy.

However, that will never happen because all of that stuff from the series is all made believe and not real. It's all part of reality and you just have to deal with it and move on.

I understand that none of the events of the game ever actually happened in real life, but I would love to see myself in that universe and meet the entire cast of the Danganronpa franchise as well as Monokuma himself.

But then again, that's part of reality and you can't make it happen like you're some sort of God or have the ability to travel through different dimensions.

We can't always get what we want in our lives. It's all part of our lives...

But that's ok, I can always just imagine myself being inside all of those games I played, the manga I read or even replay with the figurines and plush dolls I have of the characters.

I even wrote my own Danganronpa AU fanfiction and I would post it online, but I didn't want anyone thinking that I'm super obsessed with Danganronpa and might end up like Junko herself.

So, anyways you all wondered what's going to happen next in this story. Well, as I was getting ready for bed because I have work tomorrow morning and I gotta get some sleep to get to work on time.

The very moment that I got in the covers of my Monokuma bed sheets, I turned off the lights and went to sleep before I said something to myself before I went out like a candle.

Y/n: I wish I was a part of the Danganronpa universe as the Ultimate Student at Hope's Peak Academy...zzzzzzzz

Those words that came out of my month sent a message to the cosmic being of the multiverse that heard my cries for help as the God's Creation got the message and decided to grant my wish that will change my life forever.

Creation: I can fully understand your desires to be the Ultimate Student in the world of Danganronpa and I shall grant your wish. The moment you wake up from your slumber, you will find yourself in a dorm room at Hope's Peak Academy, but you will not remember everything from your past life once you arrive at the Academy as your new life. However, your vast knowledge of this series will be your greatest weapon in surviving through the world filled with nothing but Hope and Despair as you will be known as Y/n L/n aka The Ultimate Student.

With the cosmic power of the Multiverse, he transported me to the Danganronpa Universe as my life as the Ultimate Student at Hope's Peak Academy is finally coming true as I was blessed by the creative power of the God's Creation.

As I was being sent to the Danganronpa universe, Creation was about to head back to his realm, only to stop for a moment to say a few words before leaving back to his lair.

Creation: Oh, I also added a special surprise once you meet this "Monokuma" that I heard so much about. A very interesting creature to be a highly advanced AI in a high tech build-a-bear reject that is the balance between Hope and Despair. He's gonna be so surprised to see an uninvited guest inside the school and once meets the Ultimate Student for the first time, his reaction is absolutely "Unbearable". (Chuckles) I crack myself up. (Looks around in my room to see my entire Danganronpa collection) Nice collection by the way, Y/n. I better get all of your Danganronpa merchandise to a safe place in my dimension, where no one will ever try to steal them.

He then used his powers to put my entire Danganronpa collection in a safe place where no one will ever find it and he soon went back to his own dimension while I'm being sent to the world of Danganronpa to start my life as The Ultimate Student.

This was going to be the adventure of my entire life, but I must be on high alert as I'm about to enter Monokuma territory and things will soon fall into despair once the games of murder and trail begin at Hope's Peak Academy.

Meanwhile in an Alternate Universe...

No POV

Inside the principal's office at Hope's Peak Academy, a familiar looking bi-sided black and white bear was sitting at his desk, relaxing and drinking a glass of wine when he suddenly heard something from a few dimensions away that insulted him when Creation made a joke about him that his reaction about a new student arriving here at the academy uninvited would be "un-bear-able" to him and he did not like that at all.

Monokuma: (Growls) Why do I suddenly hear someone make fun of me with bear puns and I don't remember having an extra student coming to this school, uninvited. Eh, no matter. More students, means more fun ways to bring despair and murder to amuse me. Yet, I'm still deeply offended by whoever made fun of me and it wasn't bear-y nice at all.

END OF PROLOGUE

TO BE CONTINUED IN EPISODE 01

[fumikomiyasaki]

💋Lustre & Carol (Idol AU)

Interrupted kiss

A certain Idol event made Carol grow nervous in her seat driving on the way in Mayuus tour bus... mainly cause Ellis next to her started chatting about the groups being there and certain names already got her thoughts spiraling... mainly having the forehead kiss Lycra gave her the last time in mind... and now she has to deal another day being close with all these groups she liked and having to stay calm... some of her members noticed her worries and tried to cheer her up, the group playing a little word game untill they arrived at the Event.

While Yuuta and Miren went off to get some of the dance practise online, Juvia and Ellis dragged Chizuko along to the cafe in the same building, and so she sat down away from the group, reading to calm her nerves... She still couldn't focus and sighed closing the book untill she felt two hands on her shoulder and turned her neck to see Lycra himself.

"W-wah... don't surprise me like that!"

"Call me curious, your skin is really as soft as your fans say, I felt it those days ago too."

She got up to face him and dragged him by his hand away, given she didn't want to cause any scene and as they were in a hallways where nobody was around she looked up at him serious.

"Why did you have to kiss me back then... since then my feelings are a mess... and the scandals grew more...."

"I do that with fans too, giving them what they desire... and its hard with how pretty you look not to."

"I-I see... sorry to assume things."

He chuckled slightly.... "But its no wonder you are popular, Verde... the mix of beauty, temptation and passion draws many in... even I feel a little attached..."

"H-Huh.... really?"

He leaned a bit closer, backing her to the wall, his smile soft and sweet as always yet her heartbeat going faster.

"I would take a risk to be close to someone like you... "

"Lycra I..."

"Given I give my fans some kisses would you grant me one as well? As a fan of yours?"

"You really want one from me?... I guess one kiss won't hurt."

Both stared at another, each bumb of her heart growing faster the more distance he closed between them both... did she pass out on her way to the bus and now entered a dream... the strawberry smell was instense and feeling his breath so near as he was about to lean for a kiss-

Just to hear a sudden gasp from afar... or moreso two noises that interupted them...

Ellis and Juvia stood in the hallway, probably they were looking for her... she quickly turned nervous but he approached them both with a smile.

"Sorry to hold up your band mate, we just had a chat. I will see you later on stage."

And with this he left... Ellis and Juvia quickly walked up to her.

"What was that?"

"I am... not even so sure myself... God what am I doing."

"I mean I am all for some guys liking you but currently I don't even know who you like the most cause each of then tries to be so close to you."

"We actually just wanted to ask you if you wanted to get ice cream?"

Carol sighed and gave a firm nod.

"Sounds nice about now.... I need to clear my head."

Ellis chuckled. "And cool off your red face for sure."

The two girls laughed a little while Carol was still lingering to that thought of what just happened... would he have actually... for now it was best for her to not think about it too much and prepare for the show.

[thegirlintheshadows101]

My Lock Screen is actually just a bunch of books stacked on top of each other but it’s also a Live Photo that cuts to Spencer Reid reading

I would have to say cheese just because I love so many dishes that have cheese in them but I definitely would be missing chocolate because every so often it’s all I want.

Aly is the only nickname I have really but only my mother and stepmom use it. Oh and a guy that things didn’t work out with would call me nerd it was oddly sweet 😂

I am actually currently listening to music and I am listening to Girls need love by Summer Walker

Oh my god yah I was in middle school and it was so bad 🫣 I had just gotten into writing and I was trying to find my voice but at the same time I was/ still lowkey am bad at spelling. Also I didn’t know how to pace myself so there was zero chemistry also didn’t help that I was in middle school and had never been involved with anyone romantically (cause duh)

Yup I am on discord but I only use it for school really but I have been thinking about making a personal one!

I only have ear two regular ear piercings that I have had since I was literally a baby. I have gone back and forth about getting a septum though.

I feel like the way they deal with being told no and how they act when they are being challenged says a lot.

I would say I am either a lemon or peanutbutter cookie. Those are also my favorites!

I wouldn’t say I am cat or dog person cause I just love them both but I would definitely say I much more like a cat than a dog 😂

Earbuds all the way! I had beats headphones for a while when I was younger and while I liked how they felt and that they never fell off I like to lay down and read while I listen to music so that was never comfortable.

I literally don’t remember what the last thing I said out loud 😳 now that I think about it I don’t think I have said anything yet today and it’s almost two… I have been humming my music does that count 💀

I can’t think of a weird fact right now but I know how to introduce myself in High Valyrian I have been learning it this past week!

I am definitely a night owl I have been going to sleep lately around 2-3 so that I could finish the book I was reading that day.

Surprisingly despite the fact that I am a night owl and don’t get much sleep half the time I don’t really nap or like to nap because then I either can’t sleep at night (and I barely do that as is💀) or I wake up even more sleepy and unmotivated to do anything

Yah I am actually Bi but I haven’t really told anyone close to me.

Passionate, Wity, Over-thinker

Jeans! If you don’t see me in jeans it’s either because it’s hot and I am wearing shorts or a skirt (or a skirt cause I want to look nice) or because I am sick and want to be extra comfortable (aka I don’t want to deal with buttons and zippers)

Surprisingly I don’t have a go to order I typically rotate between a few things depending if I want something super sweet or warm. Also I should mention I don’t drink coffee so I mostly get their sugary drinks and pastries 😂

I don’t have a specific color I don’t like but I just don’t like colors that are bright like a highlighter or colors that are dull or muted. I mean like colors that are typically beautiful like dark turquoise for example when they are muddied cause I like gray and that’s considered muted I just don’t like when naturally beautiful/simple colors aren’t left alone.

I would say my books you could take everything from me but my books, music, and art! That’s where I draw the line. It would absolutely frustrate my parents when they would want to punish me by taking away my phone and I would just start reading and they knew it would be crazy to punish me by taking away my books. Also they knew I would just start drawing or painting or writing and it’s not like they can keep me away from a pencil and paper 😂

Tea! I don’t love tea, unless there is a ton of honey and it’s citrusy, but I definitely don’t like coffee. The only think I like about coffee is the smell cause it reminds me of home.

I would say a saber tooth tiger they look cool!

I have technically been on Tumbler since my freshman year of high-school but I was off for a long time and I just got back on for the past few months.

Probably an MP3 player with all my music I would go absolutely nuts without music I listen to music every single day it helps calm me and focus me so without it I would be in my head wayyy to much.

The best way I can describe my dream aesthetic/ the aesthetic I have been tying to achieve is boss bitch that super smart/unapologetically nerdy it’s basically a mix of dark fem/maneatter and dark academia. I have the nerdy part down and my makeup tends to be dark fem I just need more outfits that have that energy.

My dream job is to be a profiler! It’s actually why I am majoring in Criminology right now.

I am painfully single right now 💀 there is not a single person I would date that I know.

Currently I have two favorites the first was a black dress I wore for Halloween that has cris crosses along the sides it made me feel bad ass. The second is more modest but I still feel hot it in and it’s my dark blue flare jeans with my red tight long sleeve shirt. It makes me look good and it makes it obvious that I am Latina and that really help me cause there are times I feel like I am rejected as a Latina since when I speak Spanish I get nervous and trip up unlike most of my family.

Oh yah there is many songs that I know all the lyrics to but the very first one that I remember knowing all the lyrics to is Need you now by Lady Antebellum I was young when I first heard it and I absolutely loved it which is funny considering it’s a heartbreaking song for a little kid to like so much.

I currently have super dark brown almost black hair because I bleached the bottom section of my hair blond a little while back and I wanted to go back to my natural color but I got a color that was actually much darker than my natural brown but I actually don’t mind it but I definitely want to go back to my natural hair color.

Hahah yah I do but it’s more like to either get me focused on what I need to do or to tell myself to stop thinking about what I want to write and just write or to tell my brain to shut up and stop giving me flashbacks of situations 😂

Yup I wear makeup!

Most of the compliments I get are academic compliments. But once a guy told me he liked my smile and it was really sweet 😌

@azrielscrown @neoarchipelago @redbleedingrose

@separatist-apologist

~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

[allylikethecat]

my dear ally!!!!

friday’s ATKH update was so so wonderful & on a friday was equally as heartbreaking / exciting i must talk about it!!!!!

okay i am LIVING for hot & cocky fictional!george & his ability to make our sweet fictional!matty blush it is so cute and so fun lmao

the flowers???!! he brought him flowers??!!! and he was all flustered omg i could cry

also the Pop cameo??! super cute. I know absolutely nothing about horses but i love reading this fic so much bc your love and passion for horses comes through so beautifully especially with fictional!george and fictional!matty and it just makes the fic that much more genuine and enjoyable.

this chapter was so so adorable & i LOVE this insight into super cool fictional!george i just hope he keeps his romeo act up and doesn’t emotionally destroy our fictional!matty too much.

now i must dissect on a friday because OH MY GOD. I was so excited for this update it did NOT disappoint

the way you depict fictional!mattys discomfort and pain is so heartbreaking but so so good

the way this man only wants fictional!george like HELLO DUH he is the only one for you and we must make this happen!!

no but the way this genre is something i have avoided for many years & somehow i am so fully invested in this fic & this dynamic it is insane ally u are a genius and i am beyond obsessed

and fictional!george to the rescue!!!!!! i fear things r about to really kick off and i am very very excited.

you, my wonderful ally are a literary genius and you write gatty fic like no other & i thank u terribly for ur service.

also! to make this ask even more of an essay — I saw ur book discussion and just wanted to say i LOVE leigh bardugo & the ninth house/hell bent were so good - i haven’t got to the familiar yet but if you say its good i’ll have to bump it up my tbr list!!!

yours,

- 💌

AHH Hello My Dear Letter Anon! I hope you are well! I am about to write you an essay in return so buckle up!

I'm so happy that you enjoyed the new chapter of All the King's Horses! Writing a strictly happy / fluffy chapter was a new thing for me and I'm so glad you enjoyed it! The calm before the storm lol ATKH Fictional!George knows he is hot shit and has the advantage right now- plus making Fictional!Matty blush is so much fun! He's so cute all pink. Listen, no one has ever brought Fictional!Matty flowers before it was very unexpected and a lot for him to process lol Pop tried so hard to become the main character in this chapter lol I cut so much that was basically just him being cute, I was like sir this is not your story 😂 All I can say is... even if Fictional!George were to cause some hurt Fictional!Matty is tough, he's made it through worse already and unfortunately almost expects it at this point, things are starting to feel too good to be true to him at the moment...

YAY! Thank you so much for reading the new chapter of On a Friday as well! I know that ~things~ have happened and the ball is now ROLLING! Thank you so much I feel like that is the biggest compliment omg I am so happy that you're enjoying my writing style and the pain that Fictional!Matty is feeling, he wants Fictional!George SO MUCH and is so conflicted over this fact. Also thank you SO MUCH for giving it a chance, especially if it's not something that you usually read oh my gosh, I am even more honored that you're enjoying it! Hehe yes Fictional!George is on his way...

AHHH YES NINTH HOUSE FANS RISE UP I had the worst book hangover after I finished Hell Bent I was like WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE THIRD ONE ISNT OUT YET. I literally lay in bed at thinking about those books and I finished them in January lol SO GOOD Alex is like my current favorite book MC she is so fucked up and flawed but also so strong and badass? I love her and her gentleman demon. I'm about 100 pages into The Familiar so far- I'm doing a buddy read with my cousin which is fun! So far I think I am enjoying it, I'm not usually a huge Historical Fiction person but the fantasy aspect of it is interesting and I like Leigh Bardugo- I will report back once I have read more!

Thank you SO MUCH for sending me this wonderful multipart ask! I smiled so wide when I saw it! Also thank you so much for like reading my fics in the first place? You are incredible and I am so grateful! I hope your Tuesday was spectacular and that you have a wonderful rest of your week!

❤️Ally